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ShoeString #4 --- May/Jun03/Cataloged Double Issue

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2 Poems by --- Apryl Fox

Apryl also has work at, "can we have our ball back?",and, "Word Riot".


BECOMING MOONLIGHT


If I give you a million dollars, will you turn off the lights?
Your bare skin shines like a beacon in the moonlight...
your bare skin moves like a ripple of water at evening tide.

There are things that move us. Hay fever moves us. Tears
move us. And death, it moves us in so many ways.
A crow on the fence caws at the moon, and flies away to be born.



THE HERMIT


The hermit lives in a hut in the woods.
Plucks blueberries by day,
writes by candlelight at night. Some say he used to be a great
poet, but the long white beard has covered his eyes
and his words. Sometimes he resembles our
forefathers, sometimes the logo for Kentucky Fried
Chicken, with the white hair and bushy mustache.

Some thought he was a great man all rolled into one: Einstein,
Shakespeare, and George Washington.
Some thought he was also Mozart, because he heard
music in everything,
in every bird, flower, and tree.

Trees will talk if you listen, as he wrote one evening in a poem
as the sun went down behind the clouds.
Trees have a poem inside them just like poets,
maybe poets are trees and trees are poets.

But always he is alone, as a poet is alone,
wrapped in the beauty of being alone. And, by candlelight,
he plucks words like he plucks blueberries, by himself
and always alone, for he is a poet more than he is a man.



2 Poems by --- J. D. Heskin

J. D. Heskin lives in northern Minnesota. His poetry can be found in
literary magazines and ezines such as, "Red Lamp", "Southern Ocean Review",
"Snakeskin", "Pierian Springs", "Snow Monkey", "Circle Magazine",
"Sidereality" and many others.


SLOW WALKING OXEN


It occurs at odd times: the flashbacks, the feelings
I get whenever I'm doing the most prosaic of things.
And so it happened today driving over the bridge
between my town and their town, over the bridge
to pay off an extension of an ongoing gambling debt.
I got to thinking about how things are now, versus
a hundred, two hundred, or a thousand years ago.
As I thought about it, radio music of a Bach violin
concerto enchanted my brain cells, and suddenly,
I was thrust back into a time when I was riding
in a wooden wagon pulled by slow walking oxen.
Into a time before cars and big bridges and Bach.
So, now, I thought, how do I relate to that situation?
Me, sitting, in the comfort of a high powered vehicle
listening to music, warm and cozy, with only a bad
turn of the cards to complain about. The bridge trip,
back and forth, had taken only twenty minutes;
the trip with oxen would have taken all day. Was I
not lucky, or what? That was something to chew on.
Me, as Ox man, sitting on a plank, with nothing to do
but watch the assholes of two oxen, centuries ago,
thinking how it was before, when one had to walk
if you wanted to get somwhere.



THE SPACE OF PRAIRIES


I live in the city now--
where the scenery leaves the earth's floor
and soars to heights that stunt the imagination.
Where the sun rises and falls within cramped views
and everywhere the air is heaped and heavy.
"One gets used to it", they say. Perhaps, but I
remain fearful. My heart does not rest quickly
for I have known the space of prairies,
the ever-present faintness of sweet breeze
upon my cheek beneath a sky that holds promise
and entertains the soul. A magnificent sky,
where one looks upward, around and beyond,
and recognizes the power of each and every
day we live.



2 Poems by --- J. E. June

THE GOOD COMPANY OF DUST


Bright madness, lured strains,
stream like flocks of childhood,
a zenith's height of continuous
abundance, vigorous in power,
the homeward motion of fleshly
dress. Conscious are shame's
deepest joys, struggling pangs
of ambition, jocund annals
of the steady stroke.

Look into history's eyes, the
dynamic hearth of blazing truth,
and see the high speed collisions
of transformed energy, the significantly
reverse process of possibility.

Contemplation's dance is a lengthy
step, woefully crazed and lonely astride
the ardent wish of birds panting song
in the piping of humanity.

The lustrous eyes of furious ways
dull the brain of generations,
embalming scheduled flies which swarm
the bleeding chains of grief.



INNATE


The fragrance of dreams, burning visions
into gray matter, a scent of helplessness,
symmetry of emotion both conscious and unconscious.
Fundamental thought becomes slobbering senility,
gravity falls from its feet, leaving only the grasp
of the ceiling. Windows awaken, yawn, horrid devices,
handing the body over to endless sky. Nothing
here is expected to be this way, or that way, all
happens freely, while remaining perfectly acceptable reality.
Yet despite the fact that anything is possible, just
as in the waking world, despair outweighs joy.



3 Poems by --- Joseph Mastropiero

Joseph is 17 and lives in New York.
Check the "About Page" for his Bio.



HOME IN ME


This room, so dark, the dim fire lit
Watch it play like a kitten with yarn
Tumbling, paw over paw, but always daintily
Landing soft, its claws sunk into the wood
It reaches out and dimly lights the room
Filled more with heat and sleep than light

The shadows begin to jump and sway
Plates dancing in the eclipse
While knives and dinner rolls trot in step
Unbeknownst that one is the others killer
Right now all is nothing but its lover
With blackened figurines figuring
Who should dance away with who
While I drift out of tangible space
With a smile half hidden in robes and blankets

Outside the dutch doors of my room
The world is gripping its eyes and ears
Though I hear none of their screams
Or see all the sights to be seen
It doubles over itself, child-like, fetal
Yet I feel no tremble in my stomach
Nor the slightest quaking in my knees
As the world breathes its last
I effortlessly turn in my sleep

The outside could be engulfed by flames
Or consumed in snowy white
It might be swept away in the wind
Or perhaps, just forgotten
But this room of mine
Will always be home
With its cozy fire
And simple, lovely feel about it
It keeps the world outside out and away
While I lay back and dream myself a life



FALLEN


Whispers
So soft they make the trees lean to hear it
Bare in the grey of winter
Naked to the sugary wind that blows
With the sifted floury hint of snow
That collects heavily upon the boughs
Making the boles creak and crack
Like arthritic hands reaching out to god
Who sends to us a flurry
Whitened pale angels in the wind
Twinkle in the light from the sky
And reflected from others that fell before
Glinting bright in their holy armor
A sacrifice befitting the servants of god
To be sent as the pages of compassion
To catch the children who throw themselves on their backs
And leave a flailing imprint on the snow
A beautiful image of divinity
Of angels upon the mirror floor
Pointing to the heavens



SNOW MAN


Frozen, Features hardened to salty, icy snow
No child gave you a scarf this winter
Only the rags of an old life left far behind
And the clanking change can in grasping hands
No one has realized you are dead yet
So they keep throwing their change at you
Because no one ever notices the man
That lies stiff and solid behind the can
With an unkempt, shaggy beard with stains
Which hides away your blue-grey lips
Your scalp shines in the cold sunlight
There will be no more warmth for you
Only in the place you're now bound
Will you find any warming glow
Because our world keeps you cold, unknown
Frozen in all the eyes of those around you
A silhouette of a whitened shadow
A blurry stain upon the sterile white floor
With your hands fastened around that beautiful life
You become the color of the ghost you once were
And the ghost you have now become



3 Poems by --- Raleigh D. Meadow

Raleigh claims he was a dung beetle in a former life, and adds,
" ... which proves quite helpful for dealing with all the sh_t in my present life."



UNINVITED


Despite composed clusters of deliberate moments...
the simplicity of spontaneity's structure,
the very versatility of immediacy,
pushes predetermination off the ledge of forethought,
leaving situation to meander idiosyncratically,
until bumping into unforeseen occurrence,
which quickly separates a plan from the routine,
where, cut off from the group, it falls easy prey.
And so it is, that the person who shows up,
was never on the guest list.



BALANCE


Tomorrow
I accomplished
all I had dreamed
possible,
which left me
too pressed
for time
to do anything today,
but I'll have plenty of time
yesterday
to rectify that.



FUTILITY


As a cloud skitters below it,
the moon resembles a face,
a child's face, chin rested upon
a windowsill, peering out blankly,
vacantly at the world, as if knowing,
there shall be no future to inherit.



2 Poems by --- Charlton Metcalf

Charlton is a poet/songwriter from Minneapolis, Mn. His most
recent works being seen in, "3AM Magazine", "Ache Magazine", and,
"Unarmed Adventurous Poetry Journal". He is a musician with the band,
"Lavabloom", (www.lavabloom.com), and founder of the red dragon poetry group.



30 MINUTES OR LESS


staring out the bay window,
Frank Lloyd Write glorious
detective agency new moon
waiting on Cantonese delivery,
"30 minutes or less"
noticing a cricket start to chirp indoors,
thick air sour note... ... ...


tongue rubbing between two molars,
on a bit of seaweed from a leftover California roll
watching the strange neighbor with no curtains across
the street,
dancing,
college sweatshirt manhood, goofy smile
one hand on a cocktail in the air
flamenco solitaire,
soundtrack fanatical
all the lights in the house on,
Christmas lights still up

thinking to blink
Spectrum of theatrics,
Confined to betrayed interiors
HBO glow
brand new white carpet
Sensory idolized
Conscience, touch skin conversations,
with a Marxist dialect,
the maneuvers of a prowler,
serious side of the night,
where loneliness is serendipity honed

Out there... ...
maybe three blocks away
24 hour establishments, neon blue compelling
glovebox condoms
empty parking lot, crying in the car
stereotypes limiting, sensuality and attachments
dwelling on agenda suicide
the big sell,
mortal dreams,
Don Ho ukuleles
shuga lips,
roasted pig, big apple mouthed
moments that define a lifetime
just like having money,
or breaking a sodomy law

squinting to see the spot where the dog is buried
beneath the lawn
freshly sodded,
in the corner of the yard

here

30 minutes or less




BLACK OUT



do something!
can't take it rescue of November mistletoe
guessing,

clinging to intensity,
love just intuition

visceral cringe,
thoughts, time machine squeezed

essence,
midnight opaque
face disappearing
expressions recluse,
remembering never

feelings like chemicals,
caustic throughout

black out permutation

reactions,

spending the night...
like coastline fires



5 Poems by --- John Sweet

Check the "About Page" for, John's full Bio. John has recently appeared
in, "Atomic Petals", "Muse Apprentice Guild", and several other journals.



[ describing upstate new york to michael, who needs to understand ]


five a.m. in the
season of rust and
everything defined by
shades of grey

somewhere
a room filled with men


who believe that their war is
more important than any number
of starving children

somewhere the burning girl's parents
asleep in their impermanent
house

all the spaces that
fall between
all of the people in pain

all of the lies i've told
to reach this day

to sit at this battered desk
in front of this warped
pane of glass with
the wind pushing leaves
down the empty street

with the street
moving either east or west
but never far enough
to matter

never far enough
to let me start speaking
in terms of escape



[ poem for america/portrait of ginsberg ]


your body dragged
slowly
through the blue air

your oldest child dead and
your younger ones locked in
the basement and
none of them found for
a week

what matters here is that
someone be blamed

is that someone
be made to pay

the belief in fire leads
without hesitation
to the need for witches

look in your mirror

look at your lover

consider all the secrets
you keep
from each other



[ the weight of here and now ]


send me some poems
he writes
and all i have are my cupped hands
filled with silence

and when the phone rings
i turn away

what's left is the sound of
my wife crying in
another room



[ in the car she is dreaming ]


in the car she
is dreaming she is
somewhere else

is dreaming she is
someone else

he is driving past
the forgotten towns
of his childhood
towards the hills that
never move any
closer

november
and he's another year
older
and none of his scars
have completely
faded

and when she wakes up
and asks where they are
he points

all that can be seen
is a flat expanse of
nothing
and all she can do
is stare

she has spent her
entire life
moving towards this
place



[ summer ' 95, autumn approaching ]


or the day you come home
and your father
doesn't know you

says he doesn't want to

says he's tired

falls to the floor and cries




5 Poems by --- Jamieson Wolf Villeneuve

Jamieson lives in Ottawa, Ontario, Canada. His work has been published in,
"Green Man Review", Mytholog Magazine", and "Everymans Journal".



SCATTER


Shatter the boundaries
that you have encased around yourself
free the mind which begs and grovels
at the feet of antiquity
the flowers fading slowly
while they cover the eyes of the dead
hiding your true feelings and thoughts
behind a mask of indifference.



UNREQUITED ANGEL BOY


Unrequited dreams fall sweetly
From Angel Boys mouth,
Lips taunt and pursed
Like a raspberry,
Holding in secrets cheek in tongue,
Keeping in treasures of thought
Like a priest in psychedelic
Confessions of whores
And badly dressed prostitutes;
The Angel Boys secrets
Rot his mouth like cheap candy,
Dripping from his
Taunt, pussy-like lips
As he looks at his hands,
Long piano-fingers
Tapping put a tattoo
Of a catch-as-catch-can
Of rhythm,
Breathing out his secrets
In a tune that even he
Cannot understand.



PENGUIN DRAWINGS


Penguin Child sits idly,
Encased in a corner,
Freedom on three sides
Of his existence;
He writes in blood
On the walls in front of him,
For he lacks a pen,
Walls which become a foliage
Of scarlet reds and pinks
Made from his wet and dried
Life line,
Which comes from his
Small, thick, fingers,
Dripping from his hands
Quickly becoming white,
Drawings of swirls
And circles and flowers,
African Goddesses and Deities
Suckling children
With over huge breasts
And long flowing hair,
All drawn in the childs blood
As loneliness
And light-headedness
Cloud his vision.



PATHWAYS


Leave words
In your wake,
To mark your path,
Which youre walking on,
Havent walked on,
Have yet to find,
Twisting,
Raking its contour line-like fingers
Along the souls of your feet,
Creating a tickle,
An itch,
Forming itself to the curves and creases
Of your walking limbs,
Taking you somewhere,
Anywhere,
To find yourself
And to un-find
Who you are.



ICE BERG SELF ESTEEM


Wrap arms around self,
Icebergs melt
From inside of mind,
Cooling heat
Freezing heart,
Frost makes eyes
Glassy in reflection,
Music with no words
Plays in the background
Like a foreign language,
Reminding me
Of the language
Of the muse
Which I have forgotten,
Which has been put out,
Snuffed,
Flame to smoke ashes,
Fire squelched
By water,
By ice,
Falling in torrents
Like a nasal drift
Of self-esteem



5 Poems by --- Julia Zollkritt

Previously unpublished, ShoeString's youngest author ( 15 ), was born in
Slovenia. Julia and her family moved to the United States in 1993. She is
a member of both her High School Swim team, and Cross Country team.
Julia's plans for higher education revolve around architecture.

And now, ShoeString Poetry is pleased to INTRODUCE ~~~

Miss Julia Zollkritt



NEARLY HAIKU


even in dry leaves
the lynx remains as silent
as the moon rising



HEADLINE, 5/1/03: "WATER DILUTES IMMORTALITY"


Water sitting in a container
grows staler and staler, and finally disappears.

Tell me again, what percentage of our body is water?



VOICE


hot, cold, sun, rain,
tantalizing, wounded, uneventful, opportune,
she'd spent every single day in the library.
then, when finding herself on her deathbed,
she wondered why her voice had never been heard.



TODAY:


today, the priceless diadem
adorns tomorrow's crown
a jewel of hopeful tyranny
besieging future's town



ME! ME! ME!


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